11.24.2005

hooray for turkeys!

still been rather busy... back in septmeber, the ceiling began to cave in in my parents bed room... the nails that had held the drywall to the ceiling the last 40 eyars had walked out... so over the past couple monhts my dad has been going throughthe porcess of fiding a contractor to fix the ceiling... the contractor also fixed the ceilings in my sister's and my bedrooms... inthe living rom the ceilng was also sagging, however the same procedure to remedy the problem could not be used becaus eo fa much larger room size... so now the ceiling inthe living room of our house is being replaced... we may not beable to live on out house for another week or more... i stayed at with some friends' last night and my fmaily and i are going to my grandmother's for the thankgiving weekend... yipee...

last thanksgiving i drew a picture in celebration... well i'm lacking the gumption to draw a new one right now.. but here's the old one again...

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whie searching for this picture in my photobucket i had ot wade thorugh many many pictures of k8... i had forgotten how wonderfully attractive i find her... yum!

i plan on going up to east lansing december 2nd to look at apartments... i'm finding ti's rather expensinve aorund there... there's one in lansing that seems nice and in more affordable... but i need ot look at several places...

i need to go now and pick up my grandpa...

11.17.2005

rebirth...

well i have not posted in a good long while... it's been a umm well interesting last few weeks... a lot has happened... a lot has changed...

the next two if not six years of my life have been laid out... for the most part... still a small chace for changes.. but it is very small... pretty sure i'll be spenidng my time in east lansing... i visted another school yesterday... i have some pretty severe problems with one of the professor's there... so right now i don't think i want any part of that program... so msu it is... 99% sure...

have most everything in line to graduate i think... so that's good...

also, i've damaged some friendships... but, i've strengthened others... so that's bad but then good...

in general i'm trying to look at things differently... i need to... where i currently work i've realized how simple it is to slip in to a very mundane life, floating by... never really accomplishing anything of any significance... i've slipped into that... especially since my time there is very limited... i don't want that... it's not that i don't like the people there.. but i'll be glad to get out of there... i just get the feeling that it's slowly dying there... i have other options job wise... but i've decided grad school will be best for me... i have no doubt my brain can handle it... getting my mind to focus and have motivation could very well be an issue... though i think i've recently found a soruce of motivation... also fairly recent events have allowed my mind to clear more than it has in a long time... and i know when it's clear i'm extremely capable... it's just maintainng that clarity is soemthing i still need to work on... but it's becoming easier...

beer... i was happy with how it turned out... very drinkable... though some bottles soemthing went wrong and it has crazy head and tastes like butthole... but for the most part it good.. the second brew should be ready to bottle now... i need ot check it tomorrow...

but yeah... i think i'm going to try to update more often now... i'm getting stuff back in line.. and i can see where i'm going again... but i'm tired now... goodnight...