1.05.2007

is that optimism i smell?

hmm it's been a bit, i don't know where the time goes. back north tomorrow. i had a scare last night, i thought i lost my headphone... i was running around the house searching high and low for them. I feared they had fallen from my pocket at some point in the evening. They just decided to spend the night at work though.

i had a very anxious feeling all day... i have not slept well for several nights now, i can't sleep now either... i don't know where the anxiety is coming from...

work is terribly busy, i feel bad going back to school my boss is swamped, and there's just more work coming in... and he's having trouble finding people to hire... they all wants silly things like benefits and a guarantee of a job down the road... he needs more reckless young people like me! everyday he tells me i need to quit school and work for him... today he even said school was becoming a considerable inconvenience... in a year i'll be done... but things happen so fast at work...

music... i've been listening to And One's new album... it has rally grown on me, i like the mixed languages, some tracks in german, other in english... this is the first and one album i've really listened to that isn't all german... i order a legit copy of the album the other night along with three other albums... one is chiasm's first album, i am very impressed with her second and needed more... the other two album are kind of stabs in the dark, i went through random bands on the website and looked at their myspace pages and listened to a couple tracks... one band is called retrosic, as best as i can tell its an aggressive sound with distorted vocals that sound the same on every track... the other is called technoir, more relaxing with mostly natural female vocals... i also ordered the single from cruxshadows new album due out later this month, exciting! more exciting is the new puppy album mythmaker out early next month, i'm doing my best not to get the leaked tracks on line... then a puppy tour!!! then a new vnv nation album!! and a vnv nation tour!!!! it'll be a good start to this year... and there's still three or four album out already i want to get, andi have to order those through metropolis... my new source isn't carrying them yet...

did i say i'm returning to michigan tomorrow? i am... the best thing will be the fast internet... satellite is not good at times...

i've met someone online, and we've been talking bunches via first email then phone, since early december/late november?... and so far things seem to be going very well, i really like everything i know about her so far and i think we could click pretty well in person. it probably won't be long at all before we meet up... that'll be more doable once i get back north... so that's exciting as well! all this excitement, no wonder i can no longer fall asleep before 3!

it seems all things are looking good at the moment, i was just getting settled in dayton, but michigan holds plenty of avenues i need to explore right now as well... it should be a good year!

1 Comments:

k.hautz said...

wow... you're so optimistic it hurts.

9:56 AM  

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