11.06.2007

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i'm so stressed, the only time i've really been able to relax was last week when i was attacked by a combo of undercooked pig and stomach flu. i was felt like absolute shit. i didn't want to move... but it was so wonderful... it was the only time in months that i didn't feel guilty for not working on homework or research or some school/work related.... i wish i were incapacitatingly ill at least once a week so i could have just one day a week where i didn't and couldn't care.